Who is Russian Roulette?

 

Hey there. 💋

My name is Annabelle and I’m a Christian with a calling to use my pain, passion, and purpose to bring light into the darkness. 🕯️ 

"My mission is to help others heal the wounds that religion ignored and the world exploited."

 I'm a former hardcore drug addict/alcoholic, homeless, institutionalized, ex con who has struggled with porn addiction, self harm, abusive relationships (even narcissistic ones), codependency, toxic environments, demonic possession (it's not always like the movies - but it can be!), and the list goes on. THESE are real credentials - not going to some class for a couple years. Give me over 15 years of experience in this arena and I would say if I came out of all that I'm pretty qualified to lead others out. Anyone can take a class but not everyone survives what I've survived. And that's a fact. 

 I'm not just some sheltered cookie cutter Christian who wants to help people just because (no offense if that's you 😂 I'm a little blunt, like Jesus was) My missions come from a place of actually BEING that person. Been there, done that. I think it's important to tell people this right away. You want cred? You got it! I know the street life like the back of my hand. I know what suffering is (losing your kids is one of the most painful things in the world). I know what pain is (wanting to die). I've walked through hell and by the grace of God made it out alive. In one piece. And now God has lead me to DO SOMETHING with my knowledge and my pain. It's funny because you can have mass knowledge without "higher education" (they word it that way for a reason 🙄) it actually stems from the enlightenment movement. 

I'm a jack of many trades— exposing the devil is top of my list and then backing that trauma up with healing through art and creativity. 

I’m a certified (Christian) art therapy facilitator (coach), and I create trauma-informed content for survivors of abuse, addiction, and DEEP emotional pain. Since no one else has covered gangstalking that way, I decided I guess I'll be the first. 😝 (Making a free course for gangstalking recovery)

My art therapy work is rooted in scripture, biblical principals and deliverance through Christ — never new age, never pagan and never watered-down truth. My mission is to help others heal the wounds that religion ignored and the world exploited.

I also make music — mostly what I call "conspiracy rap" 😂 and lofi instrumentals— where I process the trauma I’ve survived and confront the devil’s influence in today’s culture. Through my songs, I expose what’s hidden and point people to the One who saves. 

On YouTube, I create videos exposing the enemy’s schemes, demonic agendas, and the beast systems rising in our generation. These aren’t just conspiracy videos — they’re wake-up calls, paired with scripture, discernment, and a call to repentance and spiritual warfare. (its sad all these 501c3 churches don't talk about this stuff - you know why? Because once you become 501c3 the government has power over you. Give what belongs to Caesar to Caesar and give what belongs to God to God!!!!!!) 

You’ll also find Christian merch in my store (because I learned graphic design at a young age, also self taught )— bold, edgy, and full of spiritual fire🔥. Gothic-inspired designs, raw spiritual warfare statements, and biblical art — not dull or boring and not lukewarm. I was gothic and edgy before I got saved and just because I'm now a Christian doesn't mean I have to wear all white and rainbows. (Who wears rainbows as a Christian nowadays anyway? LOL 😆) This is gear for warriors of the cross. ⚔️ 

 

"...what it means to follow Jesus in a world that hates Him. I don’t sugarcoat. I write to reach the ones no one else is reaching."

 

I offer a free Christian art therapy course for survivors of all kinds of trauma (including gangstalking), addiction, and those coming out of demonic oppression — and I’m working on deeper, expanded versions that can help fund this ministry and reach more people. Every brushstroke, journal prompt, and scripture is meant to restore the brokenhearted and remind you of your worth in Christ. ❤️ 

On my blog, (I love to write) I share the raw parts of my testimony or written versions of my videos. Posts about addiction recovery, inner healing, mental warfare, spiritual attacks, coping strategies, exposing the devil in different aspects of our world/culture, and what it means to follow Jesus in a world that hates Him. I don’t sugarcoat. I write to reach the ones no one else is reaching.

I’m also currently working on my first book — a project exposing the inner depths of my heart — but I’m keeping that one under wraps for the moment. God has me doing A LOT 😂 

So, if you’re tired of watered-down Christianity...
If you’ve survived hell and need a safe place to heal...
If you’re ready to unmask the enemy and rise up in truth and you're part of the remnant who knows what's going on in this broken world 🌎........

Then welcome home. 💪🏼