Who is Russian Roulette?

Hey there. 

My name is Annabelle and I’m a Christian with a calling to use my pain, passion, and purpose to bring light into the darkness. 🕯️ 

"My mission is to help others heal the wounds that religion ignored and the world exploited."

First of all, I'm a former hardcore drug addict/alcoholic, homeless, institutionalized, ex con who struggled with not wanting to live at all on a daily basis. Since I was a child I felt that way. I'm not just some sheltered cookie cutter Christian who wants to help people just cause (no offense if that's you 😂) My missions come from a place of actually BEING that person. Been there, done that. I think it's important to tell people this right off the bat. 

Therefore, I am a jack of many trades— and they all revolve around healing, exposing lies, creativity, and glorifying Jesus Christ.

I’m a certified (Christian) art therapy facilitator (I hate the word coach), and I create trauma-informed content for survivors of abuse, addiction, and deep emotional pain. Since no one else has covered gangstalking that way, I decided I guess I'll be the first. 😝 My art therapy work is rooted in scripture, recovery principles, and deliverance through Christ — never new age, never pagan and never watered-down truth. My mission is to help others heal the wounds that religion ignored and the world exploited.

I also make music — mostly Christian rap and Lofi instrumentals— where I process the trauma I’ve survived and confront the devil’s influence in today’s culture. Through my songs, I expose what’s hidden and point people to the One who saves. I’ve been through darkness — but Jesus met me in it.

On YouTube, I create videos exposing the enemy’s schemes, false light movements, demonic symbolism in media, and the beast systems rising in our generation. These aren’t just conspiracy videos — they’re wake-up calls, paired with scripture, discernment, and a call to repentance and spiritual warfare. (Which most churches don't even talk about) 

You’ll also find Christian merch in my store — bold, edgy, and full of spiritual fire🔥. Gothic-inspired designs, raw spiritual warfare statements, and biblical art — not cheesy and not lukewarm. I was gothic and edgy before I got saved and just because I'm now a Christian doesn't mean I have to wear all white and rainbows. (Who wears rainbows as a Christian nowadays anyway? LOL 😆) This is gear for warriors of the cross. ⚔️ 

 

"...what it means to follow Jesus in a world that hates Him. I don’t sugarcoat. I write to reach the ones no one else is reaching."

 

I offer free Christian art therapy courses for survivors of all kinds of trauma (including gangstalking), addiction, and those coming out of demonic oppression — and I’m working on deeper, expanded versions that can help fund this ministry and reach more people. Every brushstroke, journal prompt, and scripture is meant to restore the broken and remind you of your worth in Christ.

On my blog, I share the raw parts of my testimony. Posts about addiction recovery, inner healing, mental warfare, spiritual attacks, coping strategies, exposing the devil in different aspects of our world/culture, and what it means to follow Jesus in a world that hates Him. I don’t sugarcoat. I write to reach the ones no one else is reaching.

I’m also currently working on my first book — a project exposing the inner depths of my heart — but I’m keeping that one under wraps for the moment. 

So if you’re tired of watered-down Christianity...
If you’ve survived hell and need a safe place to heal...
If you’re ready to unmask the enemy and rise up in truth...

Then welcome home. 💪🏼